11.2.03

magical night of giving...

Hey! I just got back from the mall a little while ago. I went with Nicole to the magical night of giving. I didn't buy anything though. I don't really need anything and I didn't see anything that I really wanted. I saw a couple of things I might like at Aeropostle but there was like 87 1/2 billion people in there and it wasn't worth waiting in line. Seth was supposed to be there helping with it. I looked for him but I didn't find him. :(

SPEAKING of which... ok I'm going to rant so if you don't want to listen to me just go ahead and skip to the end. Seth isn't allowed to call me on Sundays now. Why? I don't know for sure. Something to do with Sunday being a "family" day. Well they already have a "family night" on Wednesday night. And yes I can understand partly. I know family is extremely important to Seth's mom. BUT I don't see why one phone call during the day sometime is harmful. I mean it'd be different if we were on the phone all day, but he's not even allowed to talk more than a half an hour anyway. I don't see how it "intrudes" on family time. I just wish she didn't see it that way, for whatever reason she does. :( Oh well I know I shouldn't complain... its not like I'm going to die not getting to talk to him one night out of the week. (I am going to miss it though) But I just don't understand Seth's mom at all sometimes. I wish I could understand her better. I wish she would trust Seth more... and actually I wish that I could have some sort of friendship with her. I mean not like all buddy-buddy hang out type of friendship but I wish that I wouldn't be seen as an outsider getting in the way of the family, which is what I feel like sometimes. I like his mom, don't get me wrong I don't dislike her at all. She's just a very hard person to read. And there's a lot she does that I just plain don't understand.

Anywho, sorry I complained. I really shouldn't as I said before. Because well I'm so incredibly lucky to have Seth. ;)

Ok well I better go now I still have some homework to do. TTFN!

~Melissa

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